Travel Like Makria

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    20.IV.2020                                                                                                                                              Wroclaw What is reality ? Is it what we can experience with our senses ? Is it what I experience every morning and every night with my tears ... Affection, warmth, concern, care and kindness... There are things that which I want to tell, but I hesitate to speak... Running away is the only way... Maybe not necessarily as long as nobody cares... Not any call, no messages... I thought you were ... I was wrong...

Love in Corona Days !!! I’ve never imagined that this will happen to us so fast. When I moved to Wroclaw, I used to watch the movies which my cousin was listed a very very long list of all sorts of sci-fi movies.  That year, I came very new to Wroclaw and I was so alone. A choosen loneliness. I spent all Christmas and new year watching all these movies desperately without moving from bed.   Now, It is incredible that some parts of all these imaginations became true. We all grew up with some religion base myths, like we will be tested  with our fears !  Was it true or now it became an underconscinous ? I was never be good to face with facts,  I deemed the facts like they never exist. I experienced this in last few years before, first in 2014 when my father had an accident.. Then I moved back close by them to support them . It is one of the worst thing to see your beloved ones in pain.  When he had a heart attack in 2017 it was the worst thing could happe